Check dis!......but its not my fault :)

after chatting  with my  friends (on Facebook)       10Am-12Pm

there was nothing to do, so I started all this pictures ....... 12;30pm-2;30

What joblessness can cause......mcheewww

Oops, today? I dont know what to do, I hate been so Jobless like this!!. School starts by January but until then, what do I want to do with my time?,there's internet*(which am actually tired off!,logging on the same website, fb, twitter, Emails...blah blah), food, magazines,TV, electricity 24/7,(I know some people will say there lots of things to do with that, but do you realize that*sometimes you get too familiar with some things around you, and you tend to lose the meaning of there existence(?)*), But yet!!!!, I still wna get my hands busy with something, I just wna archive something, something within this period of my staying @ home!!!, I need a job!!
                                            Am so messed up!!!


 Never get Too familiar with things around You, always try to see them in a new! perspective.

Dreams..

Went to bed so early(due to the stress of the day),as I lie down beside my two junior sister I made a prayer that was so short to be one (you know all those tiny prayer you make when you are feeling so sleepy...lol), the next thing I remember, now!! is what I wna describe  to U! in person.

          

There were lots of People outside, chating(on the street, everywhere), all of them surrounding a particular object, trying to figure out what it could be,(  a very huge, form of a stone with this strong heat liberating from it). Nobody knew what it is but they all knew that it fell from the sky(thank God! nobody was injured). while we all staring at the object trying to figure what it is( we never knew the worst was yet to come), all of a sudden, there were stones of fire falling from the sky,

(everybody started running helter skelter, people screaming here & there, Building collapsing,even earthquake!!),@ that point! all  you wna do is to be with people you love most, (Unfortunately, my mum and three of my siblings were not home, I was ask to stay home with two them earlier that day)  Immediately, I ran into my house,backed my baby sister( about 7 yrs Old) and held one by the hand(14yrs), the only thing that was in mind was that, we should all run to one of our aunt house and stay.

              

You'll be wondering why  some One would Run to a aunts place In a situation like that, well, she's not a pastor neither a prophet but a very good Christian and @  a time like that ,she will surely be on  her knees(praying). If @all we were all gna die!!(Are  we really gna die?!,I ask myself that question, for the 405 times), I would prefer it(death) while saying "THE LORD"S PRAYER"  together with my....(peeps).

                

Still trying to get all of us(me n my siblings) to my Anty's house, there were lots of people on our way, confusion here & there,some parent even grab their phone thinking it was there child while in hurry to save there  kids life!),serious Noice, children weeping....., at that moment I just wanted to protect my sibs with all have got(even with my life!) .

                

Fortunately, for us I met my Anty's children(cousins), two of them,(One is far older than me the other younger) heading home(with great fear in our Heart, @ a point i could't think!), each of us hoping to get home, to see people close to our heart before we cant see them no more(you know what that means)(tears kept on dripping from our face(s) with no one saying anything to the other).......

                

Did we really get to Her house.........

    Am so tired of Some set of people saying, "Femmy! you'v started again, Why is your Own dream always scary" , some will even say "what did you dream about today?".......really, I wish two people could actually have the same dream, @ the same day/time, they just look too real!!!, damn!.. to the extent, that I work up with tears in my Eye....me!!(thank God Tis a dream!)

                            

                                   ......The end of the world is near,change yours ways..........

                                                Cause, right now!!!? ,,,,,,,am so terrific!

NB      To those that will say "Femmy!", Plzzzzz, that was the reason, I dint bother Narrating it to u.

            If you think  this blog just ruin your day, I dint me to, My appology.

            Wow!, its not bad, ll change my ways, Thanks for putting your whole heart while Reading the blog :)

             The dream is real!!not a Fabrication

When.......You!!

When you think of what people say to you,(You don't know how to that?!, Will you ever learn!, we both know this relationship can't workout,You don't even have a job!!!, You are just too slow for moi!!, Of course, you know that my Ex is much more prettier than you!!!,Oops, you are F* boring!!!....blah blah blah ).

   (That moment) When you've got to stood so low( far below what you worth! GUsh!!), just to get something you really needed from others, right there and then your high self esteem is no where to be found. 

      when it seems things are not just working right, even the nature's are not working in your favor,........

all you have to do is  to 'Ignore all other voices thats not God's, Keep claiming and reclaiming(If thats what it takes to convince you, that you deserve nothing but the best and you are more than what you think YOu are1)  all his promises for you in his word and there!! is were your inner strength comes in.. 

The World's Greatest lie!!

At a certain point of your life,You lose control of what Happens to you, and your life becomes controlled by fate....(Why do we all have to lie on "fate"?, were you are now today is as a result of the choices you made yesterday ). tis not too late to make better choices.....